What I see and hear last week

A man just died in this city where I study. He was depressed. He was the chief in a music festival, which was being held 25th and 26th. He killed himself, by jumped to the train. He killed himself because he was depressed that the sponsor weren’t enough, he had to loan on some people, and the fucking idiot media accused him of “the bands fee weren’t enough because the chief took all the money and run away”, then he was being bullied in twitter and media. That sucks. May peace be with him and his family.

And still people talked bad about suicide, One of a famous singer of a famous band said that, “no matter how depressed we are, suicide is not an option”. Yeah right, said a person who knows nothing about being depressed. “God will always be with us” said her. True. But, we shouldn’t judge him like that. We don’t know any single thing about how he felt and how his life was. I am irritated. You have no right talk bad about suicide! You know nothing!

Seriously, search the right and the absolute fact about things being said to you first! Then you may give some comments. To the one who posted the wrong info, may jail be with you, you useless prick!

Because sometimes people do actually feel that way. Sometimes your life feels like it’s caving in on you. Sometimes people really do feel like they don’t want to exist, like they want to just curl up in a ball, and go into that place between life and death. Saying “I don’t want to exist” isn’t saying “I want to go die”. It’s, for me, saying “I wish that , for the time being, I could go somewhere and not have to feel.”. I don’t think there’s anything wrong with that. And please, if you don’t know how it feels to feel this way, then you have no place to judge anyone who does.






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