My Mind

I can’t control my mind

I keep thinking things

That hurt me

Over and over and over again

I can’t control my mind

I keep repeating scenarios

Of me dying

Over and over and over again

Will it be an accident, or

Drunk-driving, or jump from

Abandoned building, or taking

Too much pills, or cutting my

Hand deep enough, or put a gun

In my mouth?

I can’t control my mind

Everyday I feel so worthless

I can’t choose one of those things

So, will you choose one for me?

So it will stop, my mind will stop

Over-thinking over and over and

Over again.

(a.s)

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